after exam

3 weeks break..hrm..very free at home..
lesser friends to go out with since the stpm's are having their exam..luckily every university is having holiday,can meet up with matriks friends perhaps..

just finished my sem 1.2 exam before holiday..argh..i did really bad..far more worse than in matriks..
in matriks,if i did bad,the graph will be pulled down too..that's why i can get 4 flat..
but in um..the passing mark is 50..the mark is solid,no more graph to help me..sob..
thinking back of my exam,how's my performance?which subject i feel confident to score?
Anatomy? No,for 3 essays,i just know answering one of it..definitely will bring down my mark..plus the practical,can't recognise what are those veins,nerves and arteries..haiz..
Physiology? for sure,forget about pass!even before exam it is labelled as ''subject that is easiest to fail''..somemore, i think i left half of the structure questions blank..=.=
Biochemistry? i love glycolysis! it is the only essay that i can score..(n thanks very much to my matriks study..) the others?okay..glycogenesis,gluconeogenesis,glycogenlysis or whatever lysis..all mixed up during the exam!!!=(
Oral Biology? the only subject related to ''dentistry''..n the only subject that i didn't prepare at all,only started know what's it on the day before exam..regret?yea a bit..dui..
So...therefore...in a nutshell...in conclusion...don't ask me which subject i can pass..i have got myself prepared for the result,yea yea i have..lalala..

sigh..after this exam,only i understand why seniors said that first year is the most difficult year to pass..some even don't bother to recall their first year..guess the exam took effect the most..
dental students have no big difference with medical students..this is the fact..our life can just focus on study because only if we do well in study,we can pass our first year,proceed to 2nd year n clinical years..yea the others courses have their own challege,i never doubt about this..but..don't know how to say..this is about the tradition and the stress by the public perhaps?we dare not join many activities as the others did,n we have lesser holidays.. oh yea,even holidays,i suppose,some seniors advised us to cover up the syllybus,because coming up will be another bigger challege..
one thing to say,as in um,dental have shorter holidays than the other courses,but longer than one,the only one-medic..lolz..
why am i taking this course? i wonder..as Prof. Subra always said, ''If u don't even know what {something scientific in Snell} is, now is still early for u to leave this course n go back char koey tiao!'' =P started to worry whether can i peacefully n successfully get over these 5 years, at the same time, started to be proud n ''trying to'' love this course..well, i'm the type of ''ri jiu sheng qing''.. =)
the only thing that i feel glad is how the seniors n juniors,n among coursemates help each other..
our buddy line system works in a very effective way..at least,for me it is..grateful n appreciate what our seniors have done for us..n i should actually repay it by treating my juniors in the same way?oook,it's still early to think about juniors..pass my first year first!!! =.=

finish crapping..
good luck to my medic friends-XiYi,MingHui,SiewLing,SookLing,HooiMan,SuAnn etc..(they are still having their exam!)
n stpm-ers - yea it's you..=P